did cavemen suffer from SADs?
last week we were at the edgeof the continent thinking back to pre-Cambrian time,
small vertebrae compressed in stone & later, we thought about cavemen,
did they suffer from Seasonal Adjustment Disorder?
I doubt they were effected by OCD.
They just had to fuck,
kill
and eat.
The cliffs cast shadows
long &
we thought about TV quiz shows
and work deadlines
& maybe modern life has given us to much time to worry about the minutiae – ( the colour of our shoes
home furnishings 453 types of coffee )
at the edge of the continent
you can feel these things
I CAN TELL YOU ONE THING:
YOU DIDN’T SPEND 10 SECONDS
THINKING ABOUT 453 TYPES OF COFFEE
YOU HAVE NO APPETITE FOR COFFEE
COFFEE TASTES LIKE TEA
MADE FROM DIRTY SOCKS
WITH A SHOT OF TOBACCO SPIT
I REMEMBER THAT FACE YOU MADE
AFTER A SWIG OF HOT BLACK COFFEE
BEYOND REVULSION
YOU SAID, “WHERE’S THE POUND OF SUGAR
AND FRESH CREAM ?”
WELL BUDDY BOY, REAL COFFEE HAS NONE
OF THAT HORSE CRAP
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the dirty socks of
trench-foot infantry men in barren fields in countries where they don’t speak the language – skeletal trees
– a good cigarette and a cup of tea –
no need for coffee*
bourgeoise brown beans –
her idea of fresh cream was different from mine –
*ive never drunk coffee in my life
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I REMEMBER THE EVIL SISTER SAYING,
“SO GIGANTIC ABOVE THE WAIST”
WHAT THE HELL DID THAT MEAN ?
KENTUCKY DEGENERATES
HUNGRY PEOPLE
FREE OF DEMONS FEEDING DELUSIONS
OF PERFECTIBILITY
COMPLEXITIES LIKE MISSING PUZZLE PIECES
CONDOM FREE CONTRADICTIONS
EVEN THE POSTMAN WASN’T QUALIFIED
HE KNEW NUMBERS BUT NOT THE ALPHABET
WORDS WERE DEVISED TO BIND AND BLIND US
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—————-ADULT FACES
YOUNGER VERSIONS
OF THE KING JAMES
BIBLE BOYS AND GIRLS
VICIOUS SOUL PEOPLE
MODELED ON ANGELS
I REALLY DON’T THINK
YOU WERE ON THE EDGE
CLOSE TO THE EDGE
POSSIBLY CLOSE TO THE EDGE
A PHOTOGRAPH
OR WAS IT JUST A LINE DRAWING ?
————IN ORDER TO CIRCUMVENT
WAS THAT WHAT I WAS GOOD FOR?
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adult face
changed from youthful face – (your eyes do not change shape
) – king James and his merry men – feather pen writing in firelight reverie
– fat cherubs eating apples
– angel wings captured in the photographs you weren’t allowed to see –
I bought four copies at the store where they bought dead detritus and tarnished souls
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ADULT FACES————
POSSIBLY UNDERAGE
UNWRINKLED
KING JAMES SOCIETY
SEVERED BONDS WITH CHILDHOOD
NO STOPOVER JOHNNY BOY
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correspondence between the faces
fertility—unseen forces
inherited guilt and shame
the playground was real
honeymoon night membrane
no longer retrievable
ancestral spirits
the ordered world
on the side
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faces with wrinkles ironed out
tanning beds explode with rich woman inside*
*a stolen line
I’ve admitted my crime
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the wreck resurfaced
from the depths it
was the re-invention
& reincarnation of the honeymoon
– blueprints came to life
– we did drugs for 36 hours straight
the photos will be in the gallery
life on a microfiche
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LIFE ON A MICROFICHE
IS THAT LIKE A “WILDERNESS” ?
DEAD PEOPLE CALLING OUT
BOTH BURIED AND UNBURIED CORPSES
BEGGING YOU TO RE-ENTER THE WILDERNESS
TO CONFRONT THE PEOPLE
YOU’VE SCREWED OVER
TO POSSIBLY GAIN FORGIVENESS
A NONCHRISTIAN LIFE ON MICROFICHE
ABANDONMENT NEAR THE WILDERNESS
EVIL WITH ALL OF ITS RECOGNITION
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EVIL ENCODED IN HUMAN DNA
———–BEWARE——————–
THE INDIVIDUAL PRACTITIONERS
THE POETS
HE/SHE WHO GRAVITATES TOWARDS
POETRY *drums, guitars, British vocals
SLOW GRINDING BEATLES IGNITE
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the English invasion swarming like bees with cool haircuts – reinvention of DNA – posters boys
– four horsemen with psychedelic sounds – Epstein the string puller –
locked in a studio for 36weeks no sunlight pale pallor lack of vitamin C – Abby road was 47% dead skin
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